Posted by Anonymous on 2015/09/22 under Uncategorized I am a person who never express my feeling in public unless it’s somewhere like here while nobody will recognise me. I am a very ignorance person, that’s what my friend told me. It is sad to hear that from others. because sometimes they shoot me a text and i’ll give them a reply in 2 days. Reason is because I’m so forgetful to reply their msg, i may be typing a text to them back but in sudden i got something else to do and then i forget to finish the text, stuff like that! or sometimes i was like i have to finish this first before i start replying but then i forget again. It always happen and that makes most of my friends become far apart from me. At school I know lots of classmate, talking too random people, people think I’m very sociable and have so many friends. But in real life, I cannot find anyone to go shopping, have a meat, movie or even joining a festival. I like those activities but i cannot find anyone to go with me. Later i will end up staying at home, spending time with my guitar or maybe i end up go to the movie alone. Do you think I deserve these? I’ve moved abroad about one year now, i cannot find anyone who i can call friend. Back then in my country, i have lots of friend but now we never contact anymore so i end up here all by myself and like losing all my old friends without any new friends too. But i have one best friend we’ve been grown up together and that’s a bless i got her in my life sometimes since we a bit far apart from each other, we talk to each other once in awhile only since we both are busy. also, i am almost 20 years old, but i have never been in a relationship before. you might think about how i look like. i look alright, i take relationship so serious. if i tell you, in a relationship i will look at their physical appearance, personality and family, because i don’t wanna end up spending time with the wrong one. When i was under 18, lots of people chasing me, i was thinking i am too young. so i tell myself i will wait until i am 18. and here i am, but i end up not knowing anyone. Do u think its because I’m picky or any other reason?